September 1999, I have to go to the headquarters of Pingliang training. Time is very long, going to one month, September 20th is her birthday, would have thought that day to give her a surprise birthday with her to live well. However, all arranged a deal. his spare time painting in the painting is also unfinished. The next day will leave, but also go out at night to see her face; see the time of emergency, simply put down the work at hand, will it unfinished painting quickly, ten days of hard work has finally paid off. will draw a good picture on the wall, and makes the appreciation seems to be unhappy where we still have to add that a few straight to your perfect date. and then hurry busy holding a picture of a friend ran out and handed back pack mounted hh turned the items used to Pingliang hh catch the busy for a while, a look at a lot of time has been 7:00, right again and went out quietly, or that hh
We often go to the casserole home, the boss of her friends have been very familiar with me, see me, and very warm and I say hello, talk. to call at the shop called her over. because it is not very far, no long time, she was standing in front of me. I do not know what it feels like, this time, he saw what should she do not know what to say, just looked at her silently for a long time hh she was as beautiful as before, a long hair floating behind the yellow light that coat in her white cheek and swayed it is particularly brilliant.
Pingliang headquarters training, may be a month to come back! this month to see you see, your birthday and I can not give you too, you will not blame me, right? hh said: .
said this! is to the end. Though eager to go home, but for work and training but did not dare to be careless, because it failed the examination will be punished. So what are very hard to do.
9 月 20 the morning of 8:40 or so, I call her, hear me darling, happy birthday! she was very pleased!
units back before November, in order to see her soon, and I seemed to be somewhat excited. nearly a month study and training, of course, is very good for the completion of assessment is also very well over the; On the way back there is a real sense of relief. listening to music, looking out of the autumn, do not mention how much easier! heart was eager to see her!
go back, first to Xiaoying a telephone call, tell her I am back, noon to see her; and then report what results and outcomes of training, they leave out it! time is 12:40 pm noon, hit the car in front of friends go there to take my framed paintings. to see the picture of the moment, he felt the highest level since the painting is a painting! packaging She would hurry to go there!
probably not seen a month, suddenly seem a lot of strange to see the moment I stood in front of her, as her face flushed like a sunset, do not know is excited or embarrassed, she only said: good picture handed over, had to hang on the shelves behind her, without a word, looked a long time, then suddenly turned and stared at me from her eyes I'm feeling, if not in the mall, if not in a large crowd of , she would flutter in my arms! so I know she touched, because the painting is entitled I am! I thing this month, a business in the intrigues, brought a sad family, but also between people unhappy, more of my thoughts and worries that the eyes were a little red. my heart will not bear to comfort her in his arms, encouraged! hh
to leave, she also handed me a wrapped box, saying it was a gift to me, if I can not get out of the time, like When she can look at it. open a view, is a very fine album, put a lot of pictures of her photo. (This series is still my collection so far, there is my mother kept for me, just inside the photo is only Next she was 17 years old the big picture, the other followed me to Beijing, I was a lonely and helpless to put it into fragments and the wind disappeared.)
Since the material Gesanchaiwu on down and inspection, guidance, in order to cope with busy, busy with work surface, closed-end management of a sudden I can no longer meet her, almost even the phone is also able to receive it! so they left out beyond our control her, and she may be the end of the year that I want to leave the city, and do not want to see her, and wanted to talk to her, do not want to take her away, they offered to, and I broke up! not go out and see more than a month She, her phone did not receive more than a month. so there is a special coincidence received her phone, her tone become alienated, become the vicissitudes of life, and became helpless: Shenzhen back to me! you know how hard my month? you know how difficult I find you? you know how much I want to see you? you know something has happened in my house? you Do you know how much that when I need you? hh us part! Are you kidding? busy these days I'll see you! I do not know what to say, already have a distance, say whatever they feel uncomfortable, inappropriate! she had no expression, his face a little pale, but pale and looked at me without speaking.
more than the counter A man in his early thirties, wearing a gray shirt, black pants, her hair seems a rather disorderly, was to help her organize the goods on the shelves. surely this man is her former friend had mm wind back and my face to face when I saw his appearance, a tremendous man, robust body and large, rough hands, and a little beard stubble. She told me, a big boyfriend called her 10-year-old wind, went two years ago Shenzhen, the former is thrown away and left her, but now came back to her, and I broke up because I did not when she needed me or because of this man's back, or are there other reasons? a series of questions in my mind, but do not know how to explain. In order to figure out things before leaving, I asked her: I'm waiting for you! I have a lot of words to say to you! Like the heart, like a needle! had never experienced the feeling drunk, but today, I been unconscious irrigation 3 bottles of beer!
so, confusedly we broke up. that need to know, need to know also become forgotten, always dust up into a mystery; that once the vows, your situation I would have also become eternal remembrance and memories! hh
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